My first Post

I've heard it's not easy to stare at a blank page and not know what to put down. Especially now when it's my first entry to a blog ever. I have briefly thought about what exactly I wanted my blog to be about. I have so many inner thoughts and valuable ideas I feel like I could share in so many different areas of life. Most of it is just stuff I've learned from others I wanted to be like. My dad, Tony Robbins, David Deangelo and the Real Social Dynamics team. All of whom if you don't know who those people are they will definately be introduced to you as the entrys go by. But for now I'll continue. There are a range of different topics I'm very interested in and pretty passionate about. To name a few off the top of my head I would say life lessons, relationships, the study of attration, money, health, real happiness, emotions, true fufillment, picking up girls (before you condemn me, the point in my eyes to pick up girls is to ultimately find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. As we all are trying to do and don't lie because it's a need every human on earth has and that's the need for connection and love. I am just trying to get there through being proactive and meeting new women. It's better than sitting at home on the couch wainting for your dream mate to find you. It's not going to happen.) I'm sure there will be some things and ideas that are my own as well from stuff I've learned through my own life experiance.

There were a few reasons I wanted to start this blog. One because I thought I maybe I could add some value to others and help them with parts of life that I've struggled with. Giving ideas and things I've done with that have helped me get through. Not that I am anyone who has done anything outstanding with my life quite yet but I plan to. With that being said I am a point in my life that I only dreamed of two years ago in the sense that I only wished I could make as money money as I am right now. Keep in mind the more money I make the more I realize that I am a such a small player in a LARGE game. Also the money I make is really nothing at all but I have come from a long hard struggle to even survive financially and provide food for myself that the fact that I can now eat comfortably and do some things I want to do now is an accomplishment in and of itself. I've also gone through a 3 1/2 year realationship which ended in probably the worst way possible. Deep down I can't say I really felt like this was the girl for me to spend my life with but we talked about it so much that I think we both believed it for a bit (at least I did anyways) and made it my reality that I would marry this girl. I can honestly say and please don't judge me for this but going through the end of that relationship was more painful than going through the death of my grandfather. Maybe it's because I felt like my grandpa was where he needed to be and my relationship was not anywhere where I wanted it to be. But the remains of that relationship left me confused and hurt beyond belief and ultimately took my WORST nightmares and made them come true. (Maybe a form of a self fufilling prophecy because I thought about and feared these things happening before they did and ultimately they did happen) Regardless I know relationships is something we all struggle with and whether you have made the decision or not to get this area of life handled it's something I have commited myself to figuring our and succeeding at.

So, if I can articulate the lessons and feelings and thoughts and experiances in words and through writing then I believe not only may it help some others in the process but I will remember it better and those things will be ingrained in me that much deeper. Also people can give me feedback as well and help me with the stuff I'm dealing with and I can learn from them as well. Getting my ideas out and letting people know the way I think and putting it in writing is something I've wanted to do for a long time and although this first post may not have any one main topic or point behind it, I look at it like a first step in a long journey to recording my life. Because if there's one thing that has been hammered into my head from (here it is, first lesson I've learned) Tony Robbins is that a life worth living is a life worth recording. I want to come back years from now and reread these entrys and take me back to just what was happening at that point in time. Maybe for the sake of just remembering but also maybe because it will remind me that if I am struggling that I've been through worse. Maybe because it will remind me where I came from and who I was and how I've become the person I will be in the future. To teach me things about myself and my mind and also my memory. I'm not sure if this is true or not but it's a thought I'm having at the moment and that is that if I put my life down on paper that maybe in the future, events will take on a much deeper meaning because I will be recording those events later and that will make me take a harder look at what's happening and how I'm going to deal with that certain situation.

As I come to a close with this first post to my blog, I hope that I can help someone somehow and if not I know I will help myself. I don' t know if this is stuff everyone already knows already and my guess is to say no it's not. Only because there are few people I know who spend there spare time reading self help or listening to inspiring and strategic cds in there care while driving. All I can do is offer it as I learn it. Maybe people will read it maybe they won't. Maybe people will like it maybe they won't but I can only offer this with out expecting anything in return and offer it I will. I hope you have a great day and live it to your best. Take care. Until next time...